“Oh my GOD…”

“Oh my God… Why am I still here?  Why can’t I awake?  Can this be my reality?  Oh my God… save me, rescue me, HELP me, Take me!” 

From time to time… I find myself still enough to see the waters around me, and I panic.  As I remember to fix my eyes on Jesus and call out His name, I am saved once again from being consumed by the waves and the imminent peril.  If I wasn’t living my life and engaged with my Savior, I would not BELIEVE any of it. 

Today, is one of those times…  “Oh my God, is this all just a bad dream?  Was it wrong to desire shared communion with You and another?  Were my visions of cooperative ministry the true deceptor?  I was willing to give up the me I knew and the style of my wants that go with it, for YOU LORD.  Oh my God, was I wrong?  Should I have desired more or different?  If this is my case, I plead… JESUS > rescue me.  Oh my God, I am desperate for You… lost without You… dead without You!” 

“Oh my God… Who am I and what is my house that You have brought me… here?”  “I know You have a hope and a plan for me.  I know that You have formed me and fashioned me, especially me, for such a time as this.  You know every nook and cranny of my heart, soul, and being.  Oh my God… Where is my hope?  What is the Plan?  What form do I take… by Your design?  What is Your timetable that I may seek patience?  And what am I… to be?” 

“Oh my God!!!”

… jams4JESUS
Tuesday, January 4, 2011

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I... 'will seek [First] the LORD my God, and I will find Him if I seek Him with all my heart and with all my soul.' Deut. 4:29 I... 'shall love the LORD my God with all my heart, with all my soul, and with all my strength.' Deut. 6:5 I... 'Trust in the LORD with all my heart, And lean not on my own understanding; In all ways... acknowledge Him, And He shall make my path straight.' Proverbs 3:5-6 I... 'remind you to stir up the gift of God which is in you' 2Tim. 1:6 I... 'thank God, whom I serve... without ceasing... I... remember YOU in my prayers night and day,' 2Tim. 1:3 I... am to 'Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let my requests be made known to God' Phil. 4:6 I... KNOW: 'I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me.' Phil.4:13 'My God shall supply all my need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.' Phil. 4:19 'My GOD will never leave me, nor forsake me.' Heb. 13:5 JESUS so loves me, this I... KNOW
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