Homesick in a “BIG” Way!

  I began this post on April 11, 2012 and nearly completed it, but [not that it wasn’t big enough already] I put it down because I felt there was more coming…

Today, three days later, I know why.  Before I opened my eyes this morning, I saw a recently familiar sight.  Only this time, it was closer, bigger, & brighter then it was before…

“Oh my God, is this a glimpse of Heaven?  [From the darkness, there was LIGHT.]  Lord, there are stars in my eyes and there’s this light that takes over my whole vision [sight].  It is so brilliant and powerful with color, even though it’s a colorless [white] light.  It is moving toward me and around me with sprigs of light jetting out [from The Source].  I am surrounded, almost encapsulated within, as it both meets & draws me to IT.  Oh my God is that You?  And why is it me?”

Even if I could draw, I could not paint… for you→ this Picture.
Even if I could illustrate, I could not show… for you→ this Vision.
Even if I could interpret, I could not analyze… for you→ this Dream.
Even if I could decode, I could not reveal… for you→ this Revelation.
Even if I could transport, I could not buy… for you→ this Destination.

Even if I could write, I could not describe… for you→ this Blessing.

I am of the understanding that most people hold onto their beliefs, hopes & dreams as tightly as I do mine.  So with that in mind, I shall hope not to tell… anyone→ anything.  But… “Oh my God, may i [WE]→ SHOW THEM!”


For April 11, 2012…

“My itsy bitsy teeny weeny
vision for the Kingdom…
just got bigger!”

“Oh Lord, bless my soul indeed… this is BIG!”

“I so want to LIVE LIKE THAT!!!”

  Sidewalk Prophets – “Live Like That”

I have dreamt & envisioned many things to come… and they are “BIG”! I am told over & over of this ‘itsy bitsy teeny weeny’ detail.  But even if all fall away & don’t see or want to hear my “pipe dreams” from my “vivid imagination” [it’s ok, I get that a lot], I still have to try.  So[w], from my out loud voice I give you…

” I Dream BIG! ”
[Seriously consider… A place LIKE THAT.]

 a glimpse inside “Kingdom Come”…

~The Land of Goshen [Ground Force]
Bible Story Re-enactments & Highlights of the Promises of God.

In the beginning…
Paradise Lost… The Garden
Noah’s Ark
Belly of a whale
Downtown Jericho… The Wall
Your Chariot awaits…
The Storehouse
A rainCOAT of many colors

The Winter Games [Ground Force]

Races (skiing, hiking, dog sled, snowmobile, …) through the Red SEE/ Walking on Water Ice Skating, …/ Battle Cry (snowball, water balloon, paintball, laser tag, …)

~Jesus Boot Camp [Ground Force]
Build & carry cross to stations & places. 

High & low ropes course.

Discipleship 101
Do the work of an evangelist, exercise your gifts… Fulfill your ministry.

~Patmos Island [Virtual Reality, Jesus in 3D Experience]

ImaxUmax Holy Land, Jesus 3D.S, wwJd & SOC [Soldier’s of Christ] Battle Games,  Virtual Paradise & Serenity Now,

~The Well [Dedicated Water Park]

~Train Up ”A” Family Center & “The Rest” Sanctuary

Family, School, & Spiritual Counseling Center
24/7 Feed My People Helpline
Getaway to an island Retreat… In season & out [SAD no more]

~Thy Rod & Thy Staff Club

[7×3 hole golf course & wonders of God miniature golf course]


~”The One” Worship & Conference Center [Indoor and outdoor Praise, Worship, Dance, Drama & Conference Theaters] 

Sunday Night Live
God’s stock…
The Potter’s Place
David’s Dance Hall

~Good Samaritan House & FREE Market
[This is where the tithe goes.] 

ICU [In Christian Unity] Cafe
Wedding Feasts at Cana Banquet Hall
His people in “The Study” Room
Samaritan FUNd… Dispersed by Deacons & Counselors 4 all who are needy [widows, orphans, children, unemployed, single parent or single earning households, the sick, weak, & hurting… all who need Jesus]
Loan & Debt Forgiveness Program- CANCELED!
College & Ministry Scholarships
Free Park Passes to area churches & groups for VBeS
Kicked to the side of the road Recovery & Restoration Project
A Lifeline to The Storehouse [found in Goshen]
Money to local [now needy] schools… for “FREE” ADMISSION to administer stop bullying & real ‘no child left behind’ programs [after school of course].

~His Will Trade Center

Arts, Thrift, & Carafe Show [no booth rent… gives as tithe]
‘Make & Take’ & ‘Take & Make’ Children’s Craft & ’Picture This’ Village
A Community of Service

[All story & battle re-enactments will be found at Goshen in Real time & at Patmos Island for Virtual Reality… in season & out.] 

“I cannot imagine how my brain can come up with any part of this and yet, I’m told, it can’t be done or it’s too big, too much, too ‘out-of-the-park’, and, and, and.  How can this be?

And if it can be found “in my sights”… how much more can it be when joined with yours?”

~ “Do not fear or be dismayed because of this great multitude, for the battle is not yours but God’s.” ~
[2 Chronicles 20:15]



If you share any part of this vision, please tell me so that we may share a… Dream.




Oh my God… A place LIKE THAT!


 UNITY… a candle from Sawyers Bay, Henderson NY
[Thank you Lori Babcock for this capture.]

 One God… One Kingdom… One Church… One Body!

I am Homesick in a “BIG” way…

… to walk where You walked [walk],
… to hear what You said [say],
to live how & where You lived [live],
… to break-through & experience You here like that… for such a time as this.

 I have & live with a Great God, a Big God… a GREAT BIG GOD! 
Is there anything too much or too large for Him? 
Certainly NOT!

SO, even though…

…I could not paint… for you→ this Picture
I could not show… for you→ this Vision
I could not analyze… for you→ this Dream
I could not reveal… for you→ this Revelation
…I could not buy… for you→ this Destination

…I could not describe… for you→ this Blessing


“So on that day, the day the Lord has made for me, I pray it so that I can look upon my itsy bitsy teeny weeny vision of His Kingdom and see~

Oh bless my soul, It’s BIG…

to have LIVED LIKE THAT!!!”

“The Kingdom of God is near…

Tell every~body!”

↓ More, more, more ↓

I have to let you in on a little secret.  I don’t believe I will live here long enough to see my dream come true… this is bigger than me & my lifetime.  [Of course if God says “IT IS FINISHED!”… it is done!] 

If you think this to be sad, it’s not.  For me now, “Kingdom Come”, revival, & unity in His body here, is the next best place to being… “There”.   So if I’m not here… don’t cry for me, I’m with Jesus!  And He’s the RealDeal.

Your Kingdom Come Lord, Your will be done,
on Earth as it is in Heaven.

If you have any interest for, or expertise in, what I have shared… please contact me.
I believe that the concept of ICU’s [In Christian Unity projects], whether on a small or large scale, should be available to everyone and everywhere available.

And as I was concluding this post, God gave me the daily devotional & Scriptures [from In], and this featured song [via K-Love] below… for such a time as Now!

The Cross: The Believer’s Motivation [… Dr. Charles Stanley]
Excerpt… “At the cross, we were placed “in  Christ,” and He is in us (Gal.  2:20). We are now His body on earth, created for good works which God has  prepared for us to do (Eph. 2:10). Jesus wasn’t crucified so we could sit in pews each Sunday and listen to sermons. He has specific tasks for each of us to achieve during our lifetime.”

 “For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them.” [Ephesians 2:10]

1 Corinthians 2

1 And when I came to you, brethren, I did not come with superiority of speech or of wisdom, proclaiming to you the testimony of God. 2 For I determined to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ, and Him crucified. 3 I was with you in weakness and in fear and in much trembling, 4 and my message and my preaching were not in persuasive words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, 5 so that your faith would not rest on the wisdom of men, but on the power of God.

6 Yet we do speak wisdom among those who are mature; a wisdom, however, not of this age nor of the rulers of this age, who are passing away; 7 but we speak God’s wisdom in a mystery, the hidden wisdom which God predestined before the ages to our glory; 8 the wisdom which none of the rulers of this age has understood; for if they had understood it they would not have crucified the Lord of glory; 9 but just as it is written,


10 For to us God revealed them through the Spirit; for the Spirit searches all things, even the depths of God. 11 For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the spirit of the man which is in him? Even so the thoughts of God no one knows except the Spirit of God. 12 Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, so that we may know the things freely given to us by God, 13 which things we also speak, not in words taught by human wisdom, but in those taught by the Spirit, combining spiritual thoughts with spiritual words.

14 But a natural man does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him; and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually appraised. 15 But he who is spiritual appraises all things, yet he himself is appraised by no one. 16 For WHO HAS KNOWN THE MIND OF THE LORD, THAT HE WILL INSTRUCT HIM? But we have the mind of Christ.

Sidewalk Prophets – “Live Like That” with lyrics
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Sometimes I think
What will people say of me
When I’m only just a memory
When I’m home where my soul belongs

Was I love
When no one else would show up
Was I Jesus to the least of those
Was my worship more than just a song

I want to live like that
And give it all I have
So that everything I say and do
Points to You
If love is who I am
Then this is where I stand
Recklessly abandoned
Never holding back
I want to live like that
I want to live like that

Am I proof
That You are who you say You are
That grace can really change a heart
Do I live like Your love is true

People pass
And even if they don’t know my name
Is there evidence that I’ve been changed
When they see me, do they see You


I want to live like that
I want to live like that

I want to show the world the love You gave for me
(I want to live like that)
I’m longing for the world to know the glory of the King


I want to live like that
I want to live like that

   Heaven is… ‘for real’!


About jam4JESUS

I... 'will seek [First] the LORD my God, and I will find Him if I seek Him with all my heart and with all my soul.' Deut. 4:29 I... 'shall love the LORD my God with all my heart, with all my soul, and with all my strength.' Deut. 6:5 I... 'Trust in the LORD with all my heart, And lean not on my own understanding; In all ways... acknowledge Him, And He shall make my path straight.' Proverbs 3:5-6 I... 'remind you to stir up the gift of God which is in you' 2Tim. 1:6 I... 'thank God, whom I serve... without ceasing... I... remember YOU in my prayers night and day,' 2Tim. 1:3 I... am to 'Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let my requests be made known to God' Phil. 4:6 I... KNOW: 'I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me.' Phil.4:13 'My God shall supply all my need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.' Phil. 4:19 'My GOD will never leave me, nor forsake me.' Heb. 13:5 JESUS so loves me, this I... KNOW
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