What if… You’re not a Mistake!

“What if… I created you exactly who you are for such a time as this?”   [Love, God]

“Oh my God, who & what is that… exactly?”   [Love, me]

Having recently attended the Women of Faith Conference in Rochester, NY last weekend, I am still basking in all the ‘God Blesses’ I received from Him and also through His daughters, my new beautiful sisters-in-Christ.  What a God-send!  And having pondered and reflected on the multitude of awe~inspiring events and miracles that took place in such a short time at this AMAZING conference…

“You are not a mistake!  If you think you are, you’re mistaken”  [Marie]

… jumped ahead of the pack today.

When my new sister-in-Christ Marie leaned over to me and said WHAT she said~ I don’t believe she had any idea WHAT that meant to me.  “She did WHAT she could” and the WHAT really did matter [& spoke volumes to me].  And not just for me!  It was AMAZING to watch~ it was like a wave of the Spirit moving all throughout that arena~ from one to another, blessing after blessing, no one was left out or left behind.  All were singing the same song… ♪ We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord & they’ll know we are Christians by our love. ♪

How could anyone know?  All these women were new to me and I to them.  How could they know that I’d cry to the Lord on a daily basis…

“Oh my God why did You make me this way?  Why am I so different and why can’t I be “LIKE” the rest?  Why can’t I just “shut up”?  Why can’t I get it right the first time?  Why can’t I be content with “being faithful in a very little thing”?  Why can’t I wrap my head around another’s?  Why can’t I get beyond the hurt?   And why can’t I forgive [“even the unforgiveable”] when I get on the other’s side?

Why Lord can’t I get the job done?  And why if I am Your child doesn’t it look obvious to the others?  No one seems to know how to take me & even if they are willing, they don’t know how & what to do with me when we get there.  Oh my God, how can I be yours and be this far off.  So Lord, if I am the impossible task, I pray that You would just… take me!”

And today…

“Oh my God, WHAT can I do and is this really… just another birthday?”

And just at the right time, when I was finally at the end of me, I was reminded~

“What if… I created you exactly who you are for such a time as this?”   [Love, God]

What if…

I’m not a mistake?

What if…

HE created me exactly who I am… for today?

What if…

It’s not just another birthday… really?

How perfect to know that on this day, another birthday, I learn that “I’m not a mistake!”

Wow, WHAT a difference that makes!!!

…  jams4JESUS

“What if… God created you exactly who you are for such a time as this?”   [“LOVE God” and find out exactly… WHAT is.]

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About jam4JESUS

I... 'will seek [First] the LORD my God, and I will find Him if I seek Him with all my heart and with all my soul.' Deut. 4:29 I... 'shall love the LORD my God with all my heart, with all my soul, and with all my strength.' Deut. 6:5 I... 'Trust in the LORD with all my heart, And lean not on my own understanding; In all ways... acknowledge Him, And He shall make my path straight.' Proverbs 3:5-6 I... 'remind you to stir up the gift of God which is in you' 2Tim. 1:6 I... 'thank God, whom I serve... without ceasing... I... remember YOU in my prayers night and day,' 2Tim. 1:3 I... am to 'Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let my requests be made known to God' Phil. 4:6 I... KNOW: 'I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me.' Phil.4:13 'My God shall supply all my need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.' Phil. 4:19 'My GOD will never leave me, nor forsake me.' Heb. 13:5 JESUS so loves me, this I... KNOW
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5 Responses to What if… You’re not a Mistake!

  1. Your passion for Christ comes out in your writing. Thanks so much for sharing this passionate post. God blesses.

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  2. robind333 says:

    Julie, happy “belated” birthday!!!! What a wonderful experience you had!!!! Many, many blessings to you…Robin

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